What is love? Lost? Found?

There once was a light but I believe its gone out
I just can't be sure, but I see it no more
I wish I had help, maybe a guide
To help me find that light inside
It once was so bright, to be seen for miles
Once it was seen it brought on such smiles
There is only darkness now, for a while
I await the day when that light returns
To be complete and whole is so worth while
So take my hand, walk with me a while
I think you might be my light, my life, my smile

Is it just me??

Ya know, there are things that happen and I just have to sit back and think "WTF are they thinking"! Sometimes they such minor things, but still that thought comes into my head. For example, when a car pulls out in front of you but yet no one is behind you. THEN they go slower then what you were going. That is a WTF moment! (With my 80 mile a day travel you can understand why this would be an issue with me)

Then you have the people who are either to much into their own world are they themselves don't give a shit. Perfect example is when your walking or out of a building, your kind enough to hold the door for them and the don't even bother with a Thank You. Have we all just gotten to the point where we tolerate others but yet really don't care?

I guess its my fault, I pay such close attention to what others are doing. If I would just go inside my own little bubble then I too could worry about just myself and say screw you!! But then that would be me conforming to how what seems to me, a vast majority acts and I just can't partake in all of that.

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My Daughter Drew Me A Picture

Last night I get home and my daughter who is 9 says to me. Mommy I made you a background on your computer. So I went right over and turned it and. This picture is what I found. I have the best daughter and will be keeping this as my background till she makes me a new one.

I love you Kayla Ann!!!

I Want More!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes! I do want more, don't we all? The thing about that is, its not your typical want. Its not love, money or power. I want to get more out of the internet. I look around at all these tech savvy people on twitter.com and I realize there is so much more to the internet then just playing online poker.

SOO Fill me in, help a girl out. Give me your links, tips and tricks. I want anything that is of any interest that the normal person might not find on their own.

Very Greatful!!

So I have been working for the company that I am at for not yet 4 months. I was very scared at first due to the fact I was at my last job for a little over 4 years. I was comfortable to say the least and I really truly did enjoy working there. I loved the people I worked with and my boss was great.

The first month there I was still debating if I enjoyed it. Yes I liked the switch, didn't really like the hours (still having trouble with the hours). I now see that I have made a very good decision. I noticed right up front that some of my co-workers were very out going and eager to welcome me to the group. I quickly developed friendships with many of them.

It is also a family run business and I liked that aspect of the company. About 15 years ago while in high school and during my early 20's I worked for another family run business. They tend to care more about the employee's then a regular corporation would. They treat you with respect and they know they need their employees in order to run their business.

Recently I had a death in my family. This is where their caring came in big time. They were concerned with me and my family, all praying for us that we stay strong and make it through this hard time. When I arrived at the wake I saw the flowers they sent and they were beautiful! About half way though the wake I had a surprise visitor, my boss had stopped by to pay his respects. I was shocked and touched by this, more then words can say. I don't think I can find a better company to work for or better people. I can see why so many of their employees stay for so long, they care about their business and the people that help make that business run!!

I thank you all for how much you have touched me in this hard time. I want you all to know that knowing how kind and caring you are has helped me though. I enjoy working with you all and look forward to a long working relationship. Thank You all from my heart!!!